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You have to read this, it is absolutely beautiful....

2005-08-05T09:10:00.000+08:00

You have to read this it is absolutely beautiful....

Each year he sent her roses and the note would
always say, "I love you even more this year than
last year on this day. My love for you will always
grow, with every passing year."

She knew this was the last time that the roses
would appear. She thought, he ordered roses in
advance before this day. Her loving husband did
not know that he would pass away.

He always liked to do things early, way before
the time. Then, if he got too busy, everything
would work out fine.

She trimmed the stems and placed them in a
very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside
the portrait of his smiling face.

She would sit for hours in her husband's
favourite chair. While staring at his picture,
and the roses sitting there.

A year went by, and it was to live without
her nate. With lineliness and solitude, that
had become her fate.

Then, the very hour, the doorbell rang, and
there were roses sitting byt he door. She
brought the roses in, and then just looked at
them in shock.

Then, went to get the telephone to call the
florist shop. The owner answered, and she
asked him, "if he would explain, why would
someone would do this to her, causing her
such pain"?

"I know your husband passed away more than
a year ago, " the owner said. "I knew you'd
call, and you would want to know. The flowers
you received today were paid for in advance.

Your husband always planned ahead, he left
nothing to chance. There is a standing order
that I have on file down here, and he has
paid, well in advance. You'll get them every year.

There also is another thing that I think you
should know. He wrote a special little card....
He did this years ago.

Then, should ever I find out that he's no
longer here, that's the card that should be
sent to you the following year."

She thanked him and hung up the phone, her
tears now flowing hard. Her fingers shaking,
as she slowly reached to get the card.

Inside the card, she saw that he had written
her a not. Then, as she stared in total
silence, this is what he wrote...

"Hello my love, I know it's been a year since
I've been gone. I hope it hasn't been too
hard for you to overcome. I know it must be
lonely, and the pain is very real.

Or if it was the other way, I know how I
would feel. The love we shared made
everything so beautiful in life. I love you
more than words can say.

You were the perfect wife. You were my
friend and lover, you fulfilled my every
need. I know it's only been a year, but
please try not to grieve.

I want you to be happy, even when you
shed your tears. That is why the roses
will be sent to you for years.

When you get these roses, think of all
the happiness that we had togther, and
how both of us were blessed.

I have always loved you and I know I
always will. But, my love, you must go on,
you have some living still.

Please...try to find happiness, while
living out your days. I know it is no easy,
but I hope you find some ways.

The roses will come every year, and they
will only stop when your door's not
answered, when the florist stops to knock.

He will come five times that day, in case
you have gone out. But after his last visit
he will know without a doubt! To take the
roses to the place where I've instructed
him and place the roses where we are,
together once again.

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life just by
being part of it. Someone who makes you
laugh until you can't stop;

Someone who makes you believe that there
really is good in the world. Someone who
convinces you that there really is an unlocked
door just waiting for you to open it.

SLACKER

2005-07-27T14:17:00.000+08:00

well, to evrybody out there...i noe i have not been updating my blog...me very sian ar. aiyah...these few days i've been having back ache, neck pain, craving to eat indian food...*sigh* and lots more......

went to singapore zoological garden on last sunday 24july05..wow it's been so long after the last time i've went, that was about 10-15yrs back.
woke up at 8.30, pack alyff's stuffs, like pampers, milk, food, clothing, chocolate, into his bag. had shower, then woke my hubby up to get his shower, lastly woke my dear alyff up...poor baby, i noe it's too early in the morning...but hey, we r goin to the zoo...shower him, dressed him up then past over to daddy, then i have to kemas my bilik.

ok now, evrybody are set to go...off we go to the zoo.
weather are not that gud, the skies are very dark, any time it will rain.
reach zoo. wow...it's so fuckin crowded...and my son was like so blur to see so many ppl all ard him, babies crying, parents talking...and on and on and on...

we had our bfast at kfc, 5mins later, it started to rain, damn heavy rain.
told my hubby get an umbrella in the car, but poor me, only 1 umbrella and we had to buy another one, oh my gosh.....the umbrella cost $9.10 and it's just an ordinary umbrella, *sigh* but wat to do, i guez we still have to buy it. unreluctantly my hubby gave me 10bucks to pay for tat stupid umbrella.

we waited for the rain to stop about 45mins to 1hr later...phew...blardy long man.
while waiting for the rain to stop, my son started to give us a hard time...run here and there, crying, dun want to be carried, dun want milk, dun want eat...argh....shit man.

but all the wait are worthwhile....my son and of course we ourself are very happy with our trip to the zoo.

well, enuf bout zoo.
for the past 3 weeks was so hectic for me and winnie at agents desk due to all the bulk tickets which was on promo..been issuing at least 1000tickets per day for the past 3 weeks........HELPPPPPPPPPP SOMEBODY HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.

ah fucked lah, dun wanna talk about the stupid bulk ticket.

i want to go to hongkong hongkong hongkong.....so jealous, hannah oredi went to hongkong...me want to go to hongkong.....

valuair & jetstarasia merging????????????
no no no, dun get wrong ok, they can say in the papers that we are merging but actually all of us here knew that this is not merging, this is TAKEOVER, JETSTARASIA IS TAKING OVER VALUAIR......their shares is 80% compared to us, only 20%, its as good as taking over rite?????? wat will happen to us???? rite now, i really dunno... packing up my stuff slowly and put in boxes cuz u neva noe when are u leaving or when u are wanted to leave...anytime man, anytime.*sob*sob* i dun wanna lose all my good frens here....can't imagine, to go thru all interviews, new frens, new environment, arrrggghhhhhhhhhhh....i dun want this to happen....HELP ME........
well, have to just wait and see i guez.

today: just had lunch with diana, our ex. vf staff, ma'aviah, hannah and ayu, but hannah and ayu fasting..sorie gals....dugaan...
to my suprised, so sorie to say, when i saw diana, she was like, omg she put on weight soooooooo much....i noe i'm fat myself but she is super fat man...hey diana, if u are reading this, let me tell you...over here in valuair, evrybody is fighting to get slim and fit and i guez u shd too. once again, sorie gal.
aiyah...starting from tomorrow onwards, i tink i want to start fasting. very paiseh lei, ayu and hannah oredi started to pay back their fasting...must..i must start fasting..hehehe

by the way, this is my new hair color....BLACK!

----from this-----

----to this---- and i tink it's better rite???? eventhough it's not much different....hahaha

2005-07-05T09:37:00.000+08:00

HEY MUMMY...CHK THIZ OUTZ!!! I'M GONNA BE A ROCK STAR.

FROM THIZ...

TO THIZ...
hehehe...so cute rite? u go baby, go & solo the guitar real good..yeah baby.
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HOLIDAYZ!!!!! ME, HUBBY & SON

wow, it's been quite sometimes tat i didn't blog even after my holiday...
holiday was great, came back to work on 01 july 05, arrggghhh very sian ar.
lucky theres no hu ha wen i came back to work. if not? omg dunno wat to say.

nothing much to story bout my holiday cuz i juz go there to relax and make sure i dun tired myself.

yesterday was a very boring monday blues..i am damn fuckin sleepy. been yawning from morning till even nearly 6pm. shit all the bulk tickets eo are coming due to bulk ticket promo...shittttt...helpppp. cool baby...:) that's my work, wat to do? be cool, everything will be juz fine..hehehe.

dun take much of pictures, but here are some of them...hehehe amik pakai hp je.

SLEEPY......

2005-06-14T16:51:00.000+08:00

yawn...i am damn fuckin sleepy today. not in a fuckin mood to work. woke up at 7.30, and guez wat, cab again lor. sometimes i juz dunno why am i feelin bored. can't wait to go on leave...at least i can juz ease my mind frm work totally.

started my gym ord, hope to get rid of all the fats which is bothering me all this while...hmm. told my hubby tat i gave myself till tis year hari raya to loose all the fuckin fats...shit. i be damn happy if i cud put on size 'm' by tis hari raya, at least one size down. had quite heavy bfast today, salad from burger king for lunch and coffee for my break, tat will last till tomorrow morning.

can't believe i'm starving myself...:-( but wat to do man, i am soooo fat already. hey enuf of my nonsence.

3more days to go...friday is the last day for annie & shidah. she must be damn happy to leave Valuair..but to be honest when i was ard their age, WORKING is not in my dictionary..hehehe...fun, laugh, clubbing, spending, bitch ard is all i care. but all tat are history...

my hubby: still having fever since saturday...wats wrong honey? get well soon and we can go jalan2. u promised to buy billabong bag for me....now u are sick, tat mean, no billabong bag for me till you are well. nvm, i can wait, as long as i get wat i want....haha.

HIDDEN PROPERTY

2005-06-07T18:06:00.000+08:00

CHECK OUT THE ABOVE PIC & MAC DONALD FROM TRAVEL AGENT

Tat's annie's & shidah's hidden property...BUT THE MEAL'S FOR ME FRM TRAVEL AGENT

Gals....i told ya, i'm trying on my diet.
oh my gosh...with all this hidden property, it's very tempting....i be more like a pig. helpppppppppppp!

Told myself to have one meal per day, but but but, see agent's still buying food for me. today when i juz had my bfast, a currypuff frm old chang kee, travel gsh came with mac donald's meal for me...how?????????? tell me how????????? the burgers still lying on my table, guez have to bring back home. hahahaahahahaha.

TGIF

2005-06-03T18:51:00.000+08:00

YYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

it's friday, yeah yeah yeah.

fuck man, my back is so pain. well, everybody already went home. me still waiting for my darling hubby. probably he will be here shortly, but watever it is, it's FRIDAY. hahahahahahahahah

well, on monday, got to start work as usual. hoping to get lots of eos for the bulk tickets. have been sitting down doing nothing, hehehe.

today, melvin still not in the office. mmm, dunno where is he? melvin....where r u?

'Great S'pore Sale'...here i come......me going for my shopping this sunday. shop till i drop. but usually, watever i want to buy, i end up with nothing, cuz i change my mind and buy stuff for my baby. clothes lah, toys lah, shoes lah and bla bla bla.

eee, my phone's ringing...it must be my hubby. got to go now......

2005-06-03T12:18:00.000+08:00

My bro, Ritz. i was so shocked to see him at home yesterday, cuz he supposed to be in camp. oohhh my poor bro, he injured his wrist while training and now he's on 5 days mc. the pic above on left is one day b4 his national service and the pic on right, i guez, see botak, know already..hahahah.

yesterday, the drama 'DIA' was really suxs. fuck man, i get sick and tired with that 'dwi' cuz she is too scared of the step-mom. i always told myself not to watch that drama already but shit man, i can't. really can't wait for the outcome of the story...and really2 hope that i could find the vcd so that i can watch till the end without waiting for every thursday at 9.30. damn.

after that show, i can't go to sleep...toss and turn on bed but my hubby just laid ignorant. shit. finally, i slept about nearly 2am. and i woke up late today, but thank god, my bro, ritz was at home. wake him up and get him to send me to werk.hahha. thks bro.

at work, my interns are still doing the same mistake like yesterday, omg, i really hope that they will check their werk b4 submitting. randy already told me that the bulk revenue are dropping and by today, all the sales team are promoting the bulk ticket and i will be expecting a lot of bulk ticket eos.

Happy waiting rose!!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-02T11:32:00.000+08:00

Yippie....i have 2 new interns to replace Annie & Rashidah.
They are Jess & Winnie. Welcome on board!

life is pretty much the same for me. nothing much to do.
dunno why, i am still very restless after my chalet on 28jun to 30jun,
then i took my off in-lieu for 2 days and only back to werk yesterday.hhehe

i've got my two new interns to cover my job which was assist by my two cheeky interns, tat's annie & shidah. phew! thks to them, cuz they can really managed
themselves without me. good work, gals. hope that my two new interns can really be like annie & shidah, but looks like winnie and jess can surely pick up very fast.

oh ya, we are getting a pair of tickets each to the phua chu kang musical show. yes, i can bring my hubby along. i'll be going on the 11jun together with the rest of my gang. the more the merrier.

me still waiting for my sim to give me the valuair plane(model), and another thing is, hehe, micol gimme the panda which she reckon is ugly, but for me wat's free i juz grab. hahaha, now the panda is rite on my pc.so cute....

having burger king for lunch today..waiting for annie and winnie to buy, and bring back to office but at the meantime, i'll be going down to jalan2 with either hanna, ayu or micol. see first lah.

ta ta...

Happy 1st Birthday Sweetheart

2005-06-01T11:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALYFF RYHAN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEY, MUM & DAD LOVES YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

2005-05-25T16:49:00.000+08:00

Check this outz! My two cheeky but nice interns staff.

Welcome aboard Ms Annie & Ms Rashidah.

Let me share with anyone out there who reads my blogs.

They are very cute, like to laugh, always together like lesbian..hehe sorry and also very hardworking. But.....Rashidah, u are always late. Better be careful gal, cuz i dun want the superior to come to me and said, "Rosie....where's ur girl?" Then, i have to pretend to act busy and so on..hehe.

The best thing about these gals are, they learn fast. Teach them once, twice, they can already manage on their own. And one more thing, they can even issue bulk tickets...so that means, they really ease my burden..thk god.

2005-05-20T18:26:00.000+08:00

It's 6.30pm, my hubby is still not here to fetch me yet.

Darling....till wat time shall i wait for you? I am so tired already..we need to pay bills later, phone bill, power supply bill, credit cards, car, and many more.....omg all our salary to pay bills. Shit! Sometimes i just love payday and also i hate payday cuz i had to pay all the stupid bills. Yeah...tonite going either HardRock, ChinaBlack or Barnone.....oohhh come on darling...where are you?

Unexpected treat

2005-05-20T18:19:00.000+08:00

Hey...guess what? What?

On Thu 19May05..Farizan give us a treat...I dun really understand wat was the occassion.

Rita, Zaida, Hannah, myself, Nina were having free lunch...Yippy..haha.

All the ibu2 (farizan,nina,zaida) had seafood horfun, rita and hanna had beef horfun and me myself had mee goreng extra hot....the only odd one out was Fahmy (from IT), not really sure wat he ate...Well, dunno why they are always teasing hanna with tat descent Fahmy..hahaha probably because both of them are still single...all the best! :P

2005-05-17T12:13:00.000+08:00

The pic above was taken dated 06 May 05. It was Valuair first year anniversary. "Happy 1st Birthday Valuair". Hey, tats me and Nilesh, our Valuair PR Manager and also our host for the nite. He told me that he will drink and get a bit high & tipsy and just talk rubbish..hehehe. And as for myself, i'm singing an old chinese song from Teresa Teng, 'Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo Te Sin'

But the sad thing is, he's leaving Valuair....me gonna miz him saying "hey sayang, how r u today?".....Anyway..wat can i say? All the best to you man!

me & my hubby

2005-05-16T14:50:00.000+08:00

2005-05-16T13:11:00.000+08:00

shit....my hubby lost 600bucks yesterday after playing football.
the bad thing is, it's a company money...wat the f**k man!
i told ma hubby tat there's no other person other than his own
fren who took the money...but he is so fuckin blur like sotong man..
i am damn fucking angry but i noe how he feels...
sorie darling if i'm mad at you...

i drag him yesterday to the nearest neighbourhood police to
lodge a report bout the loss...poor darling..dun worry i will be
there to help u.yesterday...b4 i sleep..i pray to god to really
help me to show it to me who is the damn person who took
my hubby's money...and guest wat...god really answer to
my prayer (sembahyang hajat)...in ma dream was actually
his fren's wife who took the bludy money...DAMN...but wat
can i do...i am so pissed off with that bitch who took it.
i pray to god...who ever took the money..make sure their
mouth will be swollen...so rite now i guest i have to juz
wait and see who's mouth will be swollen for the next
one week...and if i were to find out who?...it's the end of
their life...urgghhhh

my 1st ever blog

2005-05-16T12:14:00.000+08:00

hey...welcome to rosebabe@blogspot.com

u'll be amazed by wat in stored........hehehehe

stay cool always!